ive been stuck in a loop of never getting friends for years and now im stuck trying to keep them i feel more like a stupid or non likable friend and people just make fun of me feels more like i did something wrong that anything cause i get judged by some because of where i live or what i like doing..i dont think it should be this way...but in all honesty....i just feel like giving up... being judged cause i have anxiety or depression or worse... just makes me feel worse....mainly cause thats who i am and people dont like to talk to someone who has mood swings constantly because of who they are but i just gave up on even trying to make friends....
True friends are like stars, you can only recognize them, when it's dark around you. -Bob Marley And he's right. I also have depression and anxiety, I know how you feel, the most difficult part was to stop trying to please people who refuse to take me as I am, and I don't regret it. Never give up! Do what you like to do, be who you are, be proud of where you are from, and f** what others think about it! You'll find friends, maybe not that many, but they will worth more than 1000 wrong friends. Have a merry christmas!