Hi everyone, I wanted to share something that’s been really hard for me to accept, even privately. Lately, I’ve been going through a very difficult time in my personal life. Some things have affected me deeply and pushed me into a tough emotional state. I’m struggling with depression, and even though it’s hard to talk about, I feel like I need to be honest with those who follow my work. Making mods for BeamNG.drive used to be something I truly loved. It gave me a sense of purpose and creativity. But right now, I just can’t do it. I don’t have the energy or the mental clarity. I feel blocked, empty, and disconnected. I try to work on projects, but I can’t focus or find inspiration. And the more I try, the worse I end up feeling. That’s why I’ve decided to stop for now. I need a real break, without pressure or guilt. I don’t know how long it will last—it might be weeks, months, or longer—but right now, my mental health has to come first. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who’s supported my mods, helped me, or encouraged me. This isn’t goodbye, just a pause. I hope to come back when I’m in a better place and can truly enjoy creating again. SupraTech
Yooo SupraTech, I hope you are doing better. I have been through it too & I just wanted to say, well spoken! Acceptance is the first step. Alot of people are too worried about what their "friends" will think, so they never take action. Some people just throw it all under the rug & try to forget. But it all comes back one day. Even if you drink for 20 years, you cannot truly suppress it (trust me ,I tried) You have to face it .. & you will be a BETTER you, after the fight! Focus on you. Don't overthink, it invites fear. Go for jogs, join a Sunday soccer league, even if it's just a daily routine of 20 sit-ups & 10 push-ups, do it! Sport & nature = Meditation. Meditation is just breathing & focusing on your body's health. Healthy body = healthy mind. You would be amazed how often we forget to breathe! Stress less friend, you can beat it.
Thanks man, I'm doing better now. Thanks for your recommendations, I'm visiting the nature often and it's helped me a lot
I hope your doing better and I can't wait for the release because I always wanted something like this but I had no modding experience