If you didn't take the medication, you probably would have done that, right? The medicine is to make it so that you can live a normal life (normal being not depressed). About your parents, move out if/when you're old enough. Some people get very depressed without any reason at all, myself included.
Give it time and things will get better. Personally I would suggest doing some exercise or taking up a sport. Cycling 30 mins every few days, downloading the 7 min workout app and doing that every other day, doing press ups every other day, all of them give you something to work towards that can be improved over time, plus doing exercise makes some good chemistry stuff happen inside of you. For example I did the press ups thing using this website and a sheet of paper for tracking progress: http://hundredpushups.com/index.html At the start I couldn't do a single pushup and after a couple weeks I was doing over 20.
I dunno, maybe it'll come in the future, like GTA V did, but Rockstar have never made a PC version of Red Dead so it may never come anyway.
Haven't seen it worded officially but I saw a post complaining about there being no pc version and then showing this on the rockstar site. https://www.rockstargames.com/reddeadredemption2/
the weather is my least favorite part of california, as i absolutley love the rain, don't know why, but i do, there's just something about it that it's my favorite type of weather
I love cold, and I love rain and snow. It's all so relaxing. And advantage of cold over hot. You can only take so much clothing off before overheating. But you can put as many layers as you need for the cold.
Spending my time watching the Russian Carrier Group travel through The Channel, and all of the Royal Navy vessels manoeuvring near to it. (Not my photo)
I'd trade you. Working, living, driving, trying to exist in this soaked and/or freezing hell makes for a genuinely miserable existence at times. Need an example? Try getting up to take a shower in the morning just to find all the water pipes froze, now you have to thaw pipes in the same sub-zero temps you have to work in all day in. And you're going to smell bad now too. Oh, and don't forget your 15 min commute is going to take 45-50 mins now because the county hasn't plow the roads yet. Oops, forgot to plug the block heater in last night? Better call in sick, because your rig probably won't start now. So have fun trudging firewood into the house all day, or if you use oil heat, freezing your ass off because oil heat sucks. So glad the family moved to the lower 48. Although, for all my bitching, I am having a 70' tall Christmas tree this year
Today's the worst day of the month again, it's so damn hot in my country and at the same time rains, i had to scoop out floodwater from my kitchen thanks to whoever made my house.
Lesson learned for me, don't buy "sugar free" chocolate. Tastes like nothing with a hint of sand. I wouldn't be so mad if the packet wasn't constantly spouting about how "we dont need sugar", damn thing is literally 49% sweeteners...
